You've done it again.I've watched you gone back to your them &I can't do anything.I thought I had my break. I knew it the moment you said you would consider it when I ___ but now, you're attempting to look for your happiness again.So what's next? You fail, come back to your good friend who has always been there to try to make your her jealous? &to give me more false hopes once again?I'm not gna let this happen or at least I'm gna try to not let this happen to me again cos I know now, I've learnt my lesson. I'm really gna let go &get over you.&I guess what you said 3months back won't hold anymore. I'm guessing you'll just pamper me by sending me a sms &thinking that I would definitely reply you cos I'd be so happy to receive your sms but I'm telling you this is not gna happen cos I've changed, since you changed too.I hope you will have at least some sincerity &conscience after so much I've done for you over the past few years.Haha okay if you can see this, you're good cos I don't even know how to highlight the unseen texts in my own blog &now you know my deepest darkest secrets. But whatever since most of the people can't hahahahahahahahaIf it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be.
Labels: finished business
Shopping relieves stress!Yay I finally went shopping after 975312468 days Awesome(: Haha going out w/ Chin Kaixin sure helps me train abs. She makes fun of me in every single way she can haha &that's bcos I keep souring her as well lol Okay, so the both of us are sun yous cos we keep encouraging each other to buy &buy &buy somemore hahaha so we ended up spending about 50bucks each, for me 3 ULTRA CUTE UNDERWEARS hohohoho, a tee shirt &my watch like finally, &she bought 2 singlets at a go &a coma shirt + watch too so we're both v happy people. I can't w8 to go on more shopping sprees haha
I finally have time to sit infront of my laptop, google &click on links of super nice movies &while w8ing for them to load, watch my 'A perfect cut' &chill. Haha never felt so good after a major exam but I've got to cherish every moment now before results are released !
Bastard,you never look you just keep going in circles.Labels: hole in my pocket
Freedom never tasted so sweeeeeet; LiberationYes, I can finally sleep well for the first day of this week, but I guess I still won't be able to cos I'll be too worried about my results sigh what can you expect if you've lost tens of marks for chem &econs, 31 for maths &at least 20 for geog. I'e never lost so much marks in one exam in my life. This is so sucky. But there's nothing I can do now I guess but try to enjoy every single day of this week &next week until dooms week, &keep my fingaz crossed so tightly maybe my toes too &just pray to at least scrape through an E, anything higher than that will be a bonus, a miracle. So, for now, the first thing I'm gna do is to have a movie marathon heheheheheheh tudou here I come!
Labels: keeping my faith
This is my retarded friend, Victoria Tan Lien En aka Fatimah/Coconut/Maid.
This is her retarded rxn when I told her about my laptop's finger sensor.
Elaine says:
haha guess what I'm at GP Wiki
victoria says:
wow
victoria says:
i dont even know the link
Elaine says:
http://sites.google.com/a/vjc.sg/gp-wiki/Essay
victoria says:
haha okay
victoria says:
how to log in?
Elaine says:
haha uh I don't know ?!
victoria says:
how did you go in?
Elaine says:
haah my finger?
victoria says:
haha not funny
Elaine says:
SERIOUS
Elaine says:
I swiped my finger across the finger sensor
Elaine says:
&I went in
Elaine says:
lol
victoria says:
shit my keyboard is crazzy now (I don't know what was this for, she was being super random)
victoria says:
seriously like for real
victoria says:
what is th username and password
Elaine says:
I don't know !!!
victoria says:
huh
Elaine says:
my finger does everything
Elaine says:
lol
victoria says:
you mean you just typed in the website and you went in
Elaine says:
no no no
victoria says:
stop it with your finger
victoria says:
huh
victoria says:
?
Elaine says:
do you even believe that I used my finger to go in?
victoria says:
no
victoria says:
im not that dumb okay
(I called her)
Elaine says:
zomg I can't stop laughing
victoria says:
hahah
victoria says:
are you seriously not kidding
Elaine says:
so what's the login id &password?
Elaine says:
HAHA NO
victoria says:
hold on
Elaine says:
I'm like totally serious !
Elaine says:
I sign in every single acc w/ the finger sensor
Elaine says:
lol
Elaine says:
all I have to do is swipe
Elaine says:
facebook
Elaine says:
friendster
Elaine says:
email
Elaine says:
imeem
Elaine says:
youtube
Elaine says:
vcsd
Elaine says:
blackboard
Elaine says:
everything
Elaine says:
lol
victoria says:
cool shit
victoria says:
but how they know
victoria says:
as in the computer
Elaine says:
haah cos they detected my fingerprint ?!
victoria says:
oh oh i got that
victoria says:
its the vjc mail
Elaine says:
hahahahaha yah
victoria says:
you mean you knew that all along?
Elaine says:
knew what?
victoria says:
that its the vjc mail
Elaine says:
haha I think so
Elaine says:
but I don't know what's the password lol
victoria says:
er the vcsd pssword
victoria says:
i thought you could go in already
victoria says:
you are confusing me
Elaine says:
haha I could cos I didn't type in anything
Elaine says:
so I don't know what's the password
Elaine says:
as in the last time I went in I knew the login id &password
Elaine says:
but I forgot
Elaine says:
so I saved my credentials
Elaine says:
so in the future all I had to do was swipe
Elaine says:
my finger
Elaine says:
then I would be logged in automatically
victoria says:
oooooooooooooooohhhhhhh i see
victoria says:
ssmart computer
Hahaha what a country (phillipines) bumpkin!
Labels: retarded friend victoria (demerit good)
I never ever learn my lesson.Fuck. GP starts on thursday. I haven't been doing any reading, I haven't been watching the news, I haven't even fucking touched my gp notes. Why do I always have to be so last minute. 6days to promoz, I'm not even done w/ any fucking subject. Not even close. I haven't touched econs &geography &it's not like they're fucking easy or have fucking little things to read about. I should just go jump off the building &die or something. Ergh fuck.
Labels: fuck
Happy Coach's Day, Coach RW!
(Even though I've accepted the fact that I have a retarded coach,
I still can't help but be bemused by his retadity .________. )
(Showing what's a bucked-tooth gay)
(Kimberly conveniently forgot to set timer so this photo was taken in the midst of
getting ready &her running back to come into the photo.)
Just when jl was about to take the photo, someone messed up Ruby's hair,
&she ended up whacking me in my face (explaining my blurred face w/ mouth agape)
w/ the menu while she covered her face.
(Candid shots!)
"Hey golden gals thankz 4 celebratin coaches dae with mi wahaha reali touched!" - Coach
damn twitzxzx cannot stand it hahahaha
Labels: coach's day
3 hours of math for 3 hours of p.u.r.e.f.u.n
Fall out girls! (credits to my bestest jiaolian, even though we never ever admit it infront of him)
We never fail to have fun whenever we're out tgr, but I'm so so so sick of japanese food after 2 days of buffet - sakura &sakae. Lots of catching up &lots of laughter/humour - mostly directed at jl. We laughed at when he walked into sakae w/ Ruby eating a donut, we laughed when he ate 8 plates 5minutes after he sat down, we laughed at how he says 'this is good stuff' for every single thing he ordered, we laughed at how he gorged for the first 20min &was so full after that that he couldn't eat any further, we laughed at how he complained we ill-treated him for making he sit on a chair that was too small for his ass &the seat was actually damn big, we laughed at him ginormous tummy before &after eating, we laughed at how he wanted us to help him finish his sushi so that we could get him to buy drinks for us, we laughed at the ugly way he eats, we laughed at practically EVERYTHING &I think I'm suffering from indigestion now after all the laughing. We laughed somemore when we were walking in carrefour to aid our digestion &when we tried to get him to sent us home &when we were in his car, we laughed at his rxn when we taught him how to 'drive'. Everything made me forget about reality - my promoz are in 2weeks &I haven't touched anything else other than chemistry &a lil' but of math &a lil' bit of human geog. This sucks, it felt as if I just took my Os ytd &now I'm having to take my promoz. ergh it's so fustrating. But nvm, since I'm not gna give tuition tmr, I will have more time to study &hopefully I do \m/
Labels: studying is so not my cup of tea bleurgh
