3...2...1 now fall in my arms now

Have you ever
felt that even the shortest sentence in any song could express how you were
feeling right then
felt that even at the one and only peaceful moment you had in the day, your
mind was like a whirlpool
felt that images of the past just keep reappearing in your mind for no
apparent reason.

Focus, I need to focus. Time is ticking away and promos are in less than a month now. I need to keep my mind off all the unimportant things in my life now and start mugging. But damn, I have the dreaded pw. My wr is so fucking screwed because I've just merely started editing and I don't have all the relevant info and substantiation. And fuck, it's due on Friday. I don't know what on earth is my group doing because everything that they've sent to me is not substantiated nor questioned nor answered nor anything and shit I'm going to have to spent one night sorting things out and hopefully I can get it almost done by tomorrow.
Okay for some interesting things that happened today; I skipped geog lecture w/ CKX bcos we both felt that it was pretty redundant for us to go cos we wouldn't listen and we could read up everything on our own. We went to the comlab &instead of spending the time to study, we viwawa-ed (actually just me), browsed friendster &blogs. Then, in order to be at the v least productive, I asked Kx to explain superimposable to me. It was so stupid cos we had to use markers to illustrate the enantiomers (haha cheem right) &I was the one to come up w/ the bright idea of using similar coloured markers to form the compounds. Kx was so retarded bcos she attempted to use honey stars to illustrate and bcos the honey star was identical, she bit of one end (I bet she just wanted to eat lah) but failed to explain cos the honey star was planar. Then we wanted to give Jeralyn a shock when she woke up by putting some stupid ugly gross sonotscary photo on the desktop that she was lying above and we had to reach in to type on the keyboard and in the end our stupid plan failed despite all the hard work.
After school was interhouse netball and I had a good time laughing at Vic and her funny antics. We thrashed the 2houses we played in the first round but lost to draco in the semis so in the end, we got 3rd but at least it's 2nd runner-up &sounds like 2nd &it definitely sounds better than 3rd runner-up (okay, 61 logic).
Wtheck I need to do my fucking wr now.

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I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind

My heater leaked yesterday morning while I was bathing, to think I thought it was pouring cos water was cascading from my ceiling zzz

Yesterday was half day in preparation for college day (today). As usual, my damn slack class was v excited about it &so we had our little camwhoring session during the lesson right before school ended to celebrate. Photos will be up after Jasmine gets home from her aunt's house &uploads the photos.

Went home for a short nap before training after going to pp w/ JY. &at 3:20pm, tattoo called to cancel training bcos it was still raining! I went to cchm immediately after receiving the call. We only started to play ball at 5plus bcos it didn't stop raining. Even though we never played w/ each other before &there was a point in time where I had to play point guard (!!!), I enjoyed myself especially so when we played 4v4 after 5v5 obviously bcos of jl &his crazy antics (trying to find some link between Clara &him). We stopped playing at about 7:30pm &started taking photos using Clara's camera.

What jl did when we asked him to take a photo for us -.-

Jl's so near yet so far.

After that, the 7 of us squeezed into jl's car, I swear the sight was super funny bcos Huisan squeezed w/ Ruby at the front where she squatted down at the leg rest, Dawn was sitting on Clara, &Layteng was sitting on me. I bet the car appeared sinking at the back from the outside &it was practically crawling out of school.

We need to have more of such gatherings :D

Dang wu zong xian isn't the same w/o you.

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It's something more than saying "I miss you".

Okay, I totally hate my jiaolian now bcos he said that this year's bday celebration was his best which means that the past 3 years of bday celebration was totally ... This is the shallow way of interpreting what he said but still! so we're not gna go back to celebrate for him next year anymore!
I went for my first alju-kemban training today, actually, I got cheated there cos today's training was meant for the big team. It felt so weird at first but all of them were so nice &friendly so it was okay afterall &training was different, but effective (my legs are aching!).
Currently feeling: Tired &helpless. I just came home from Ruby's &it really pains my heart to see her &her damn swollen eyes ): I wish there was something I could do to relieve her sadness. I really feel helpless watching her trying to put on a brave front &trying her v best not to cry infront of us. Anw, jl is damn effective in cheering pple up bcos of his face! okay &what he says for instance "when MsChan said you all cried for me, I imagined Elaine holding 3 joss-sticks &crying for me &Xiaohei crying while eating her cup noodles." How to not laugh when you hear such things? Oh yes, &also him attempting to attract Shanmin's attention w/ his 'megawatt' smile &offering to send her home when he didn't even offer to send us back to vj after we went to cch to wish him, we had to ask for a lift lah! so in all, my jl sucks. (digress)
I'm so tired now &I don't feel like going to school tmr but 1. my mom would kill me bcos she's horribly unhappy w/ my results &she wants me to study harder 2.I have econs remedial tmr
Okay, this is what JY told me.
jingying! says:
my fren just told me.. OSIM= OH SHIT ITS MONDAY
It's so true, oh shit it's monday.

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So close, but so far away.
One year ago, on this very day, there was training &we celebrated jl's bday w/ choco exotic from four leaves. One year later, today, only Kim &I went back w/ a birthday card &a 1/10 filled photo album, but still, I could tell &I could feel that jl was touched that we remembered his bday &even bothered to go back to wish him that. [photos of us &him(ugly) will be uploaded when I get my hands on them!] Stayed to play ball w/ the juniors for a lil' lil' lil' while before we had to leave for training zzzz it was so hard to leave cos I miss everything about cchm.
First scene when I reached vj: TYH &Wensheng talking, Grace, Jiaxin, Lydia, Huiwen, Jianxu, Gary &Jason around them. &when tyh saw Kimberly, he shouted, "what are you doing here? go home &study!" Okay, so we had 6girls &7guys initially, which is pathetic enough &now we're left w/ 3girls &4guys (few of them still pending). There isn't even enough pple to form one team zzzz Suspension from training sucks! Oh oh, &surprisingly, I'm one of the last 3women standing! aww but still I miss all the chatter &the laughter ):
Overall, I failed my myes zzzz &if it was the promos, I wouldn't be able to promote zzzz Okay, so I'm gna work hard for promos, I wna receive gpa! 2months zhun zhun to promos, chiong all the way!
dang I've got to wake up early tmr for some stupid thing from 9-fing-am to 6-fing-pm wthkp One day wasted &I won't be able to do much on Sunday either cos there's alju-kemban training which is in the afternoon that's like so not here nor there. &that's bad bcos I've got tons of tutorials that I have to complete zzzz
Anw, there's friendly against homeu u18 next week for the refree course. Can't imagine playing against my ex-teammates! o.O But I can't wait to see them either! But but damn that means I'll see Cindy jl too zzzzz TURNOFF.

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Pure Entertainment
I went for my first pe lesson (I think) after I got my blue slip! &boy, was it fun to play netball-cum-captain's ball w/ my classmates! Everyone had damn funny stunts every now &then esp pple like Vic &Kaixin bwahahaha I think at this rate we're playing, we might be able to emerge champs for interclass netball!:D
After school was track finals support where we travelled for about 45min to choa chu kang stadium while playing dai dee on the bus &we stood for almost 4hours! VJ emerged overall 2nd for guys &3rd for girls so hopefully, we'll get our full day again! Then it was another 45min back to school &my ec waved to me from across the street while I was waiting for my bus hohoho
I feel accomplished cos I did my geog assignment &I studied Market failure (when pple are doing market structure) today :D Okay, at the rate I'm going, I think I might be able to enjoy my 2months of fer-reeeeeee-dum! Let's go !

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I see U &only U alone.

Econs? even though this isn't my script, well I'm not any better. I got my first U in my jc life ! damn 2 more marks to an S which doesn't sound as bad as a U. But, I've made up my mind to start mugging for promozzz bcos I wna enjoy my 2months holiday &not have to worry about any r paper! This is gna be my motivation to look through that thick blue hard-covered ring file that I borrowed from Kaixin. I'm not gna get another U for econs ! Okay, gna be off for tuition soon! can't wait to get my fox men's singleto.O

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I have to wear the school's tie for the whole of this week &next monday (provided I don't forget my tie on friday). Stupid Mr S &his loser idea zzz
Anw I'm a pro shen at integration now hiakhiakhiak
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So Lame Venture
but apparently it was not. I'm amazed that it was quite a success &the rather high turnup rate although quite a few of us were at least 30min late(including me). We were rehearsing outside Haagendaz &it felt as if we were busking because Darren was strumming his guitar &we were singing 月亮代表我的心, 关怀方式, Chan Mali Chan (hoi hoi), Stand by me &even attempted 欢喜就好 !

Then we went to orange valley nursing home &the old folks did enjoy our performance although it was quite impromptu &disorganized.
(I think MsNg was quite proud of us heheheheheheheh)

I attempted to converse w/ some of the ahgongs &ahmas there, but because of language barrier (my hokkien/canto/teochew is cui one) ... Kaixin &I ended up chit-chatting to this malay uncle who is 82 years old zomg zomg zomg I wonder if I would ever live to that age.

I offered to play mahjong w/ some of the uncles there but they didn't want to play w/ me ): he prolly thinks that I'm too noob but I got play viwawa one what !

There, I experienced a couple of heart-x moments cause as the uncle talked about his children, I know he missed them alot, but at least they did come to visit him unlike some of the other old folks there. At the same time, there was this grumpy old ahgong standing by the door when we asked him if he wanted to sit he kept shaking his head, turned out, he was waiting for his family (sons &daughters) to come &visit him which they did &after they left, he wasn't all grumpy anymore !

Before we left, we performed one last time but something tragic happened. Got this ahma who tried to get up from her wheelchair, she fell &landed head first &when she looked up, she was bleeding! We were all so traumatized after that &hopefully she's alright now.

Okay, &for the 2 most classic photos of the day:

Labels: Service Learining Venture

Elluminate
We had our first e-learning lesson ytd, &it was quite fun esp geog lesson as seen ...

The m'sia fiba team was o.O. It was an eye-opener watching them play &we've got alot to learn from them. Let's do it, girls !

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Okay, I found out that Nadine had some interesting things to share during our hbl bcos she was so bl as to take photos of our conversation, our lectures &tutorials but here are some of the few things that I found fascinating lol

(I'm ong.elaine!)

Nadine:

This is one of our interesting conversation:

ong.elaine: may I go to the bathroom ?
Mr Najib (audio): Yes elaine, you may go to the bathroom

Me: hahaha

Jasmine Tan 08s61: me too

08s61laukaihui: i am listening too

Me: me too! i just woke up!

ong.elaine: okay I'll keep the toilet door open !
Mr Najib (audio): No elaine, it's okay, you dont have to keep the door open

Chin Kaixin: -.-

I wouldn't mind having another e-learning day !!!

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P(ancake/anda/ig/RETTYGIRL)
e-learning is in a few hours time = no need to wake up at 6plus to prepare for school ! :D
Went to tamp w/ Kim today cause we were suppose to swim but we didn't in the end. In the end, we walked the whole of century square/tm &then back to pp after that. By the time we sat down for a good icecream treat, we were dead.

Beeeeeeeeeg spongebob in Toysrus.

Kids' spongebob underwear! damn my ass is way too big for these
We camwhored during chem lecture today bwaha actually, it started like yesterday when Kaixin brought her cam to school for movie purposes but ...

Where's Kaixin ?!

Tuesday- longest day of the week but it ended early cause MsNg cancelled PW &speaking of that, my group isn't exactly progressing ...
Anw, tuesday was totally laugh-your-ass-off day because ...
I was having the time of my life in the SLUMS w/ my 2 craziest classmates! it's never peace w/ the both of them around. &we didn't know what got into Vic as you can see

We had to hold on to her for one decent photo.

Look what's next, she finds the weirdest place &does the weirdest things.

Pornstar photo #1

...
&Kaixin decided to join in as well.

&then me hahaha

Pornstar photo #2

I don't know what was this for.

This was before gp lesson so by the time we got to class, we were half dead.

But something retarded happened in class still;

Mr Hoe conducted a lesson, teaching us how to use gpwiki>creating student pages, &apparently, someone named himself angkukueh so Wilson decided to name himself cheecheongfun.

Mr Hoe: What's cheecheongfun?

Me: Nor, the white colour thing that you have to roll up...

Mr Hoe: Uh I speak that language, I know what's cheecheongfun, I meant why the name cheecheongfun...

(whole class roars w/ laughter)

I never fail to embarass myself.

Labels: And I'll taste every moment and live it out loud