Revived! so am I.
The weekend is finally here; it's been a helluva week. No, actually, it's been a helluva period ever since I started (or attempted) to hardcore mug for the Os. I know, I know, it will be so fufilling but I'm not a excel-in-studies kind of person so hopefully whatever last minute shit I've done won't let me down just in case Vj doesnt call me. But I hope that isnt the case as well (I want the best of both worlds!).
Alright, I've been sleeping for 8hours, waking up early, attempting do (alot) of last minute studying (No, actually I didnt attempt, I had to), eating (alot), going to school, taking the exam, regretting (why didnt I studied earlier), continue mugging and the cycle repeats itself. Damn no life, I swear. But thursday was different (aha! a change finally!). Went home after the geog paper feeling super depressed for letting msLai down, and hoping for the best then left nearing 8pm to meet bestfriend at kallang mac to hardcore mug for the ehist paper the following day. It was a rash decision cause I was worried I couldnt ace my geog, so I needed a backup plan. We didnt actually got down to it until nearing midnight when the crowd started to disperse. We were just so not motivated and kept talking and laughing, attempting to send the msg to the tv in Mac and looking out for the msg that would appear, and condemning the person who send a damn irritating msg. But rewardingly, I managed to get the whole of damn Russia into my bloody brain and bestfriend tried to preach me on the Fall of Communism but at nearing 4am, I was so hungry, I was so jumpy, so irritated, so disturbed and so hungry. I kept complaining and complaining about the service and bestfriend could not stop laughing at me. She said it was the first time she saw me so desperate for food zzz We finally got our food and she was hungry too lah!!! Then it was hardcore revising and trying to get new stuff in but I think the food was bad or something cause I had diarrheoa zzz (In conclusion, Kallang Mac just sucks alright) so at around 6am, we were too sick of Mac to stay there any longer and started to walk to school (get that, w.a.l.k). Then my stomach started to churn and twist and I needed the toilet damn urgently. Pulled bestfriend to walk faster but she couldnt stop laughing at me. I swear, it was the first time I had to go such a long and exhausting way to get to a damn toilet. The diarrheoa was so bad; I think I got rid of all the waste in my large intestine ever since my constipation (contracted it from my bestfriend). By then, we were so shagged and everything didnt make sense. We wanted so much to sleep but we had to go to mrsTan for last minute consultation and thn to msKhairani. msLai walked past and when she came to talk to me, I broke down. I couldnt take it, history was too much. thn the teachers were like 'dont worry, you can do it. I think you can get A!'. But how is that possible when it was the first time I was studying history and going for a major paper, my one and only chance. I still took it as a compliment though hehehe And when finally everything was done, we still didnt get to sleep cause our whole brain was filled with Russia and we were so worried that we would forget everything. The both of us totally freaked out, and broke down all over again. When we finally calmed down, it was time for the paper. I freaked out again outside the exam hall and scared the hell out of everyone around me. (I didnt know what I was freaking out for either) then the exam started. Sadly, I didnt finish it but I hope I can scrape through w a pass? Oh yes, I fell asleep while writing the essay and I was wrting while sleeping but whatever I wrote made sense! I even wrote geography?! aiya whatever. So after the paper, we went to gatecrash training. played 3 on 3 and laughed as if the Os were o.v.e.r! I got so shagged I couldnt do anything. Just kept laughing and feeling as though I was on air. I started blabbering nonsense and feeling like I was dreaming. So I went home and konked out until today morning. In total, I slept for 14hours?!
YAY!!! 5610 is finally out! I'm gna get it by hook or by crook!
PS does anyone want to contribute to the 300plus dollars I need to buy the phone?(:
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Monday, October 22, 2007
17 more hours till the official first paper of Os.
(I'm sorry, but I needed somewhr to type. how pathetic, isn't it.)
(I'm sorry, but I needed somewhr to type. how pathetic, isn't it.)
Monday, October 15, 2007
Okay, I'm feeling rather tired despite sleeping since 7am in the morning after getting home from studying/talking/laughing-my-ass-off at Changi Airport.
So, the 4 of us, Osama, Javin, Kimberly &I sat at Macdonalds talking the night away. The 10hours were so not productive cause we were v easily distracted, either by Osama's brainy jokes or Javin's singing or anything. It was like whenever we set our mind to study, 5 minutes later, someone will start talking &all of us will join in, either by listening or adding on. We could talk about almost anything under the sun; from logic questions to jokes to basketball to jc life to plate tects, just everything. But it was interesting to listen to them discuss about jc studies; like GP for instance, I'm freaked out by how GP was like. Oh yes, &Osama has some really good logic questions like (x-a)(x-b)(x-c)...(x-z)=0 &it's the first time I've seen people's mood change that drastically. The both of them could be really low at one point &then v high at another, take for instance, Javin, he was sleping at first but when he woke up, oh man, he started bragging about his frequency range (but it was awesome though). He voice went really low first &then he slowly increased until he was practically squeaking. It was just so amusing watching him do it. &Osama would get annoyed in a joking manner to start clapping, trying to get the attention of everyone in Mac to look at the superstar losing his image. But throughout the night, that superstar had totally lost it.
The service at Changi's Macdonalds totally sucked (esp tht gay clown). He was chasing Kim, xx &I away but not only did he not chase Javin &Osama away, he even brought them two cups of drinks. It's like nonsense man! &another aunty brought Javin a large cup of coke for free!? What nice treatment you'll receive when you're a superstar.
I can't exactly remember most of the things that happened cause they were too many &each were just as memorable. But it was a really amazing experience, totally.
So, the 4 of us, Osama, Javin, Kimberly &I sat at Macdonalds talking the night away. The 10hours were so not productive cause we were v easily distracted, either by Osama's brainy jokes or Javin's singing or anything. It was like whenever we set our mind to study, 5 minutes later, someone will start talking &all of us will join in, either by listening or adding on. We could talk about almost anything under the sun; from logic questions to jokes to basketball to jc life to plate tects, just everything. But it was interesting to listen to them discuss about jc studies; like GP for instance, I'm freaked out by how GP was like. Oh yes, &Osama has some really good logic questions like (x-a)(x-b)(x-c)...(x-z)=0 &it's the first time I've seen people's mood change that drastically. The both of them could be really low at one point &then v high at another, take for instance, Javin, he was sleping at first but when he woke up, oh man, he started bragging about his frequency range (but it was awesome though). He voice went really low first &then he slowly increased until he was practically squeaking. It was just so amusing watching him do it. &Osama would get annoyed in a joking manner to start clapping, trying to get the attention of everyone in Mac to look at the superstar losing his image. But throughout the night, that superstar had totally lost it.
The service at Changi's Macdonalds totally sucked (esp tht gay clown). He was chasing Kim, xx &I away but not only did he not chase Javin &Osama away, he even brought them two cups of drinks. It's like nonsense man! &another aunty brought Javin a large cup of coke for free!? What nice treatment you'll receive when you're a superstar.
I can't exactly remember most of the things that happened cause they were too many &each were just as memorable. But it was a really amazing experience, totally.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Yay, I've officially screwed up both my practicals.
I hate Cambridge for asking retarded physics questions, I hate the chemical that wont react faster, I hate myself for being so muddleheaded, I hate Os lah.
Okay, I've been practically slacking since the last day of Prelims &I dont feel the pressure despite the fact that Os have already started just that the written papers are next next week. I dont know how I'm going to sit for the exams z Yuck, my mom &sis are probably in China now shopping while I'm here struggling with my studies. Life is so unfair I swear.
I'm trying really hard to convince myself to start hardcore M.U.G.G.I.N.G but seems like there's too much distractions around me. I miss those pre-prelim days where I could sit down anywhere, anytime, take out any book &read. I felt the stress then but why dont I feel it now when Os are actually so damn more important than any fucking prelims. Ah, screw it, screw myself.
I'm still thinking if I should give up my combined humanities ¬ sit for the paper (a VR looks ALOT prettier than a F9) both subjects are too much for me to handle, furthermore, I can spend the time studying for these 2subjects to study my other humanities (Geography) &make sure I ace it! I guess I'll have to wait till my mom comes back from China to discuss with her.
Alright, I shall try to study now. Adios! (Mug hard, everyone!)
I hate Cambridge for asking retarded physics questions, I hate the chemical that wont react faster, I hate myself for being so muddleheaded, I hate Os lah.
Okay, I've been practically slacking since the last day of Prelims &I dont feel the pressure despite the fact that Os have already started just that the written papers are next next week. I dont know how I'm going to sit for the exams z Yuck, my mom &sis are probably in China now shopping while I'm here struggling with my studies. Life is so unfair I swear.
I'm trying really hard to convince myself to start hardcore M.U.G.G.I.N.G but seems like there's too much distractions around me. I miss those pre-prelim days where I could sit down anywhere, anytime, take out any book &read. I felt the stress then but why dont I feel it now when Os are actually so damn more important than any fucking prelims. Ah, screw it, screw myself.
I'm still thinking if I should give up my combined humanities ¬ sit for the paper (a VR looks ALOT prettier than a F9) both subjects are too much for me to handle, furthermore, I can spend the time studying for these 2subjects to study my other humanities (Geography) &make sure I ace it! I guess I'll have to wait till my mom comes back from China to discuss with her.
Alright, I shall try to study now. Adios! (Mug hard, everyone!)
Monday, October 08, 2007
She reaches out to touch the tilted globe, alphabets printed all over the
miniature world balanced in front of her, and spun it so everything blended
together in a whirl of black, green and blue. She turned away from the blur of
movement, picked up the pen and began to write. I found where you're going on
the globe today, and it's at the other end of the world. I refuse to say that I
will miss you, although I probably will. You promise to write and I promise to
wait, right? I still don't like the idea of you straying too far, but I know the
more I hold on, the more I have to lose. I'm going to let you go, this time.
It's not your choice to make. You didn't ask me to wait- I offered, and now,
really, I'm not sure if that offer still stands. I'm not sure if this time, once
you leave, if you'd be coming back. And sometimes, it's just too far, too far
apart, for me to believe that you're still here with me. And then she turns to
still the spinning sphere with her hands, until her fingers find the place he's
heading, covers it, and proceeds to convince herself that no matter what, he'll
still be within touching distance, because he'll be right here, in her
hands.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
I had to wake up at 12am in the morning to give my fwg a call to remind her to say 'Happy Birthday' to me! She threatened not to give me my birthday present if I didnt call her know! &it's the first time I have to remind someone to wish me! what more, she even pretended not knowing me whe she answered lah! So bad! (ths part is dedicated to you, fwg!)
then, when we ended the conversation, all the well-wishes came pouring in, so I spent like 1hour or so replying everyone. &finally, at about 1AM IN THE MORNING, I went to sleep. so I woke up feeling rather grouchy. my mom came to wish me &handed me my hong bao! lol &then more smses came in. but they were nthg compared to one! HEHEHEHEHE
this is my Awfully Chocolate birthday cake! how sad, because of tuition, I went home late so my dad wasnt around to sing me my birthday song &my bro had went to bed. My sis didnt want to sing, how sincere...
&then, my dearest fwg gave me a surprise. but apparently, I wasnt exactly surprised cause I was feeling rather tired then. My best friend was involved in the plan too! she made me go all the way to parkway's toilet, telling me she had to SHIT. so I waited for her in the baby's dontknowwhat of the toilet. Just as I was about to fall asleeeeeeep, someone stood at the door. So I looked up, &saw my fwg. it took me awhile to realise tht it was her-.- I was thinking, who is ths person, look so weird, thn holding some laoya adidas shoebox. thn she walked in &smacked me &passed me the box!
Cheat me lah! I thought she really got me some shoe or whatsoever! 109bucks k, dont play play!
&then, it was this! ! some durianseller glove but personalised &a pair of shoes! She lied to me to get my shoe size! there was this day where she called me to ask me about my shoe size cause manager wanted to know , so I happily told her the size, unaware.
But anyway, I'm v touched fwg! thanks for coming down all the way to parkway just to pass me my bday present, thanks for taking the effort to make me this pair of shoes/glove:D I LOVE YOU FWG (there, arent you touched too?=D)
&my Valentine did just as much! She drew me this really pretty card!
see the similarities?!(:
&in the box was ths humongous bag &a cd!:D
Thankyou so much, Valentine!:D
&this was the first present I received for the day from June &Zhanhong:D I totally adore it lah! They said they bought it for me because it looks like - BUT I object!!!!
&from Dongying(even though I dont think I'm suited for it)
last day of official lessons; I know that everyone was feeling emotional but they didnt express it. I wasnt feeling too good either (but I shall save all the EMOtions till graduation day)
my 2 crazaye friends &I. We were practically irritating the hell out of layteng during the lecture!
Initially, we wanted to eat &play in the arcade before going for tj's open house but on the way to tamp, I received a v important msg, &my heart flew to tj. but nevertheless, we still played our air hockey (w Layteng &I thrashing Zhanhong &June twice!), bishibashi (I realise how lag I was) &racing (which I came in first!!!:D:D:D:D:D) then we went to the basement to get food before leaving for tj. &on the bus, June &I kept disturbing Layteng. (it sure feels good to be 16!)
I saw VIVAN CHOY WAI YAN at tj! Oh boy, I miss her so so so so so so so so so so much. it's been ages since we met &we were crazy high! &I will never forget her for getting me involved in the science experiments! tsk can't wait for Os to end to set up a date w her!:D
Went back to the basketball court to play ball, but I didnt see him eventually):
it was a crazy day I should say, but still, memorable cause I've received the best presentS&I saw my primary school best friend. (thank God for everything!)
I had to wake up at 12am in the morning to give my fwg a call to remind her to say 'Happy Birthday' to me! She threatened not to give me my birthday present if I didnt call her know! &it's the first time I have to remind someone to wish me! what more, she even pretended not knowing me whe she answered lah! So bad! (ths part is dedicated to you, fwg!)
then, when we ended the conversation, all the well-wishes came pouring in, so I spent like 1hour or so replying everyone. &finally, at about 1AM IN THE MORNING, I went to sleep. so I woke up feeling rather grouchy. my mom came to wish me &handed me my hong bao! lol &then more smses came in. but they were nthg compared to one! HEHEHEHEHE
this is my Awfully Chocolate birthday cake! how sad, because of tuition, I went home late so my dad wasnt around to sing me my birthday song &my bro had went to bed. My sis didnt want to sing, how sincere...
&then, my dearest fwg gave me a surprise. but apparently, I wasnt exactly surprised cause I was feeling rather tired then. My best friend was involved in the plan too! she made me go all the way to parkway's toilet, telling me she had to SHIT. so I waited for her in the baby's dontknowwhat of the toilet. Just as I was about to fall asleeeeeeep, someone stood at the door. So I looked up, &saw my fwg. it took me awhile to realise tht it was her-.- I was thinking, who is ths person, look so weird, thn holding some laoya adidas shoebox. thn she walked in &smacked me &passed me the box!
Cheat me lah! I thought she really got me some shoe or whatsoever! 109bucks k, dont play play!
&then, it was this! ! some durianseller glove but personalised &a pair of shoes! She lied to me to get my shoe size! there was this day where she called me to ask me about my shoe size cause manager wanted to know , so I happily told her the size, unaware.
But anyway, I'm v touched fwg! thanks for coming down all the way to parkway just to pass me my bday present, thanks for taking the effort to make me this pair of shoes/glove:D I LOVE YOU FWG (there, arent you touched too?=D)
&my Valentine did just as much! She drew me this really pretty card!
see the similarities?!(:
&in the box was ths humongous bag &a cd!:D
Thankyou so much, Valentine!:D
&this was the first present I received for the day from June &Zhanhong:D I totally adore it lah! They said they bought it for me because it looks like - BUT I object!!!!
&from Dongying(even though I dont think I'm suited for it)
last day of official lessons; I know that everyone was feeling emotional but they didnt express it. I wasnt feeling too good either (but I shall save all the EMOtions till graduation day)
my 2 crazaye friends &I. We were practically irritating the hell out of layteng during the lecture!
Initially, we wanted to eat &play in the arcade before going for tj's open house but on the way to tamp, I received a v important msg, &my heart flew to tj. but nevertheless, we still played our air hockey (w Layteng &I thrashing Zhanhong &June twice!), bishibashi (I realise how lag I was) &racing (which I came in first!!!:D:D:D:D:D) then we went to the basement to get food before leaving for tj. &on the bus, June &I kept disturbing Layteng. (it sure feels good to be 16!)
I saw VIVAN CHOY WAI YAN at tj! Oh boy, I miss her so so so so so so so so so so much. it's been ages since we met &we were crazy high! &I will never forget her for getting me involved in the science experiments! tsk can't wait for Os to end to set up a date w her!:D
Went back to the basketball court to play ball, but I didnt see him eventually):
it was a crazy day I should say, but still, memorable cause I've received the best presentS&I saw my primary school best friend. (thank God for everything!)
