The 100th post of the blog o.O
God didnt answer my prayers last night; I prayed the whole night.
Went to help my mom do some work and I got paid! I'm another step closer to my shopping list:D
And I miss June really badly...
I'll give up everything just for you...
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Monday, October 30, 2006
My Dream Phone:D
Can someone teach me how to solve the date and time problem?!
Yes, I'm finally getting my break. O'level Chinese's over. All I have to do now is the stupid elearning shits. We're gna have a friendly this sat during the school's open house. Against whom i do not know. And we're not having training until then. What is ze coach thinking about?! TheGrudgeII is coming out this thurs and the plans are a little screwed up so i do not know what's happening now. I'm almost broke because of my crazy shopping plans. and I'm waiting for mommaye dearest to get me a new phone which is like pretty soon when my stupid sister is due to get hers:D Ah yes, June! I'll miss you guanyin dear. Do enjoy yourself at the imsureit'llbefun camp even though I wont be there. Have fun w ZE PEOPLE AND ZE LOSER:D Going swimming later so im logging off! Sayonara!
I'm at a loss and i do not know how to carry on from here. Will you teach me? But first we've got to talk...
I'm at a loss and i do not know how to carry on from here. Will you teach me? But first we've got to talk...
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
malan and colin adores my 2 monsters at home!! mommy and daddy's back]: which also means no more consecutive late nights, no more sleepovers):
Monday, October 23, 2006
put yourself in my shoes; you'd nvr know.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Went to the beach w june, malan and colin yesterday. there were supposed to be more people but dno wht happen, they didnt turn up, zhanhong had his lion dance thingaye so he couldnt make it. june left at 8 and we left at coming 12. Went to my house; we ate, watched white chicks and finally decided to sleep. malan took my sis's bed, he took mine and i slept on the floor. the damn aircon was freezing! i didnt sleep the whole night; because of the aircon and his tossing and turning. i have just woke up from my slumber and my feet is itching like crazy...
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
okay, my life aint that screwed afterall.
my life is so fucking screwed.
1-My best friend's not answering my calls.
2-my confidante's unpleased w me for not spending our anniversary tgr.
3-you
4-my damned results.
take a gun, point it to my head and shoot; kill me!
1-My best friend's not answering my calls.
2-my confidante's unpleased w me for not spending our anniversary tgr.
3-you
4-my damned results.
take a gun, point it to my head and shoot; kill me!
You are now reading the 90th post of eenial-.blogspot.
the PSI now is 101 which is really bad for a morning, and it also signifies that training will be held indoors in the damned gym!! oh gah, coach sucks! my abdomen is hurting for no apparent reason*tsk tsk. and i think i'll feel super insecure later.
my results sucks! i feel really guilty towards mom. she's leaving tmr night and i haven't told her any of my results yet, so i'm prepared to die when she returns.
WATCH DADDY DAY CARE on tues,0700!:D
the PSI now is 101 which is really bad for a morning, and it also signifies that training will be held indoors in the damned gym!! oh gah, coach sucks! my abdomen is hurting for no apparent reason*tsk tsk. and i think i'll feel super insecure later.
my results sucks! i feel really guilty towards mom. she's leaving tmr night and i haven't told her any of my results yet, so i'm prepared to die when she returns.
WATCH DADDY DAY CARE on tues,0700!:D
Thursday, October 19, 2006
oh man, screw myself.i flunk all my humans really badly! i feel so guilty towards mom. i love mommaye.
and yes, im a woman.
and yes, im a woman.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I missed training today. Had to go for some stupid medical check for the obs. But in the end it aint stupid...
Haha, took cab to my house cos i left my form at home. i think my aunt was shock to see me bring 2 guys to my house. Colin and Zhanhong wanted to see my house. And i showed them the picture*june tsk tsk while malan and june sat dwnstairs. then we chionged to the polyclinic. managed to reach thr just before it closed, BUT the receptionist said tht they did not provide checkup so we had to go search for a private clinic. And all the clinics were closed! so we camped at mac till 0630. Zhanhong can REALLY eat man. we crapped so much at mac tht my cheeks are hurting from all the laughing. thn went to the clinic and crapped somemore.
THE MALU THING.
my cheeks burned. thn yongkeong scared us whn he ran across the street. i sent them to the mrt station and went home.
PS colin, zhanhong and malan. thanks for making this day so enjoyable:D
Haha, took cab to my house cos i left my form at home. i think my aunt was shock to see me bring 2 guys to my house. Colin and Zhanhong wanted to see my house. And i showed them the picture*june tsk tsk while malan and june sat dwnstairs. then we chionged to the polyclinic. managed to reach thr just before it closed, BUT the receptionist said tht they did not provide checkup so we had to go search for a private clinic. And all the clinics were closed! so we camped at mac till 0630. Zhanhong can REALLY eat man. we crapped so much at mac tht my cheeks are hurting from all the laughing. thn went to the clinic and crapped somemore.
THE MALU THING.
my cheeks burned. thn yongkeong scared us whn he ran across the street. i sent them to the mrt station and went home.
PS colin, zhanhong and malan. thanks for making this day so enjoyable:D
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
I PASSED ENGLISH!! I finally went to 108 to play ball today. thn chionged home to bathe thn went to ecp to meet june zhanhong and bryan lau. it was a really emotional period thr. AND i got pangsehed. somebody didnt come. in the end, thr was only me zhanhong and kim. im gna be governmentless this sat, wna jio me out?:D
PS clarissa i'm really sorry i couldnt meet you today. i feel really guilty from the bottom of my heart. sorry sorry. and happy confidante anniversary tmr:D
PS clarissa i'm really sorry i couldnt meet you today. i feel really guilty from the bottom of my heart. sorry sorry. and happy confidante anniversary tmr:D
Monday, October 16, 2006
woots, i passed my eng paperI:D got back chem, emaths paperI and amaths today, so far so good(:
Saturday, October 14, 2006
PS to june
hey girl, i just wna let you know tht i'll always be here no matter wht you choice is. if you need a shoulder you can always use mine for free, no extra charge(: well, i sell tissue too!:P be strong! my guanyin is supposed to be my motivation:D
hey girl, i just wna let you know tht i'll always be here no matter wht you choice is. if you need a shoulder you can always use mine for free, no extra charge(: well, i sell tissue too!:P be strong! my guanyin is supposed to be my motivation:D
woah, my back's aching like crazaye!
i ended up sleeping on the cold hard floor cos my back was really killing me. it's like 0721 in the morning and i have to get ready to go to sch in like an hour's time. damn, i hate this grauduation thing.
I LOVE KIMHOR, JUNECHIN, MALANTAN, CLARISSA!:D
so near yet so far
i ended up sleeping on the cold hard floor cos my back was really killing me. it's like 0721 in the morning and i have to get ready to go to sch in like an hour's time. damn, i hate this grauduation thing.
I LOVE KIMHOR, JUNECHIN, MALANTAN, CLARISSA!:D
so near yet so far
Friday, October 13, 2006
98 degrees-Why
We do almost everything that lovers do
and that's why it's hard just to be friends with you
every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
it's hard to wipe your tears away
knowing that you should be with me.
Now tell me why, why are we still friends
when everything says
we should be more than we are and tell me why
every time I find someone that I like
we always end up just being friends
I would hate for you to find somebody new
who you really love
because it would mean losing you
but I'm a fool girl, I'm the same
If I'm always scared
I'll lose you anyway
Somehow, somewhere I've got to choose
No matter if it's win or lose.
I don't want to be like your brother
I don't want to be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
when will this end
if I told you that I want to be in your life
then you could be the woman and mine
We do almost everything that lovers do
and that's why it's hard just to be friends with you
every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
it's hard to wipe your tears away
knowing that you should be with me.
Now tell me why, why are we still friends
when everything says
we should be more than we are and tell me why
every time I find someone that I like
we always end up just being friends
I would hate for you to find somebody new
who you really love
because it would mean losing you
but I'm a fool girl, I'm the same
If I'm always scared
I'll lose you anyway
Somehow, somewhere I've got to choose
No matter if it's win or lose.
I don't want to be like your brother
I don't want to be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
when will this end
if I told you that I want to be in your life
then you could be the woman and mine
i've bought ze army shorts:D w malantan! and i have my eyes on this outfitters skirt which im gna ask mommy to sponsor:D training was stupidD: and so are you!:P im gna save up to get him the reward. save up for my bday present too!(:
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Hoho, im gna get my pink card soon(:
met mom at lavender to make my ic. saw many teens there too; all the beloved october babies:D thn went to sgh for my health checkup. rofl, the doc was really contradicting. first he said tht thr was nthg really serious abt me thn he added tht i should make a visit to kk. AND I LOST WEIGHT!
thn we went shopping. my legs are aching now...
met mom at lavender to make my ic. saw many teens there too; all the beloved october babies:D thn went to sgh for my health checkup. rofl, the doc was really contradicting. first he said tht thr was nthg really serious abt me thn he added tht i should make a visit to kk. AND I LOST WEIGHT!
thn we went shopping. my legs are aching now...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
im starting to feel really afraid of getting back the papers.
i've got a really bad feeling suddenly. im afraid i'll disappoint my mom...
i've got a really bad feeling suddenly. im afraid i'll disappoint my mom...
ROB B HOOD ROCKS:D
i cried and laughed like crazaye.
i cried and laughed like crazaye.
Monday, October 09, 2006
I AM SUPER TIRED! AND IM DEPRIVED OF SLEEP!!!
it's been a really tiring day for me. had physics paper in the morning thn went to pp to do some window shopping:D tht billabong and s&k shirt(: I DRANK MY COFFEE TODAY:D:D:D thn went to mpl. i was supposed to tutor SOME people, but in the end we went to play basketball. rofl, and i think i really sucked at it. it's been ages since i've touched the ball!!! i slept like half the day away... changed out of my smelly uni and went for tuition. MR NG ROCKS:D
it's been a really tiring day for me. had physics paper in the morning thn went to pp to do some window shopping:D tht billabong and s&k shirt(: I DRANK MY COFFEE TODAY:D:D:D thn went to mpl. i was supposed to tutor SOME people, but in the end we went to play basketball. rofl, and i think i really sucked at it. it's been ages since i've touched the ball!!! i slept like half the day away... changed out of my smelly uni and went for tuition. MR NG ROCKS:D
ohyes, and lots of love to KIMHOR, JUNECHIN, MALANTAN, CONFIDANTE, DONGYING, COLLEENLEONG& CINTEO:D
i just killed like many ants, eh? damned, i dno what's the stupid maid dng alright. it's like only 0515 in the morning. im just done w studying physics for the exam ltr. hopefully, everything's alr stored right up there.
F=ma w=mg a=v-u/t
wow, lots and lots of formulaes to remember...
the exams have been okay, but im bound to flunk my humans real badly. i screwed up my geog and ss and ehist, so im like better off dead.
I JUST WNA BE DEAD if you know why...
F=ma w=mg a=v-u/t
wow, lots and lots of formulaes to remember...
the exams have been okay, but im bound to flunk my humans real badly. i screwed up my geog and ss and ehist, so im like better off dead.
I JUST WNA BE DEAD if you know why...
Sunday, October 08, 2006
98degrees-The hardest thing
we both know that i shouldn't be here
this is wrong
and baby it's killing me killing you
both of us tryin' to be strong
i've got somewhere else to be
promises to keep
someone else who loves me
and trusts me fast asleep
i've made up my mind
there's no turning back
she's been good to me
and she deserves better than that
it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
to look you in the eye
and tell you i don't love you
it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to lie
to show no emotion
when you start to cry
i can't let u see
what you mean to me when my hands are tied
and my hearts not free
we're not meant to be
it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
to turn around and walk away
pretending i don't love you
i know that we'll meet again
fate has a place and time
so you can get on with your life
i've got to be cruel to be kind
like Dr. Zhivago
all my love i'll be sending
and you'll never know
'cause there can be no happy ending
maybe another time, another day
as much as i want to i can't stay
i've made up my mind
there's no turning back
she's been good to beand she deserves better than that
we both know that i shouldn't be here
this is wrong
and baby it's killing me killing you
both of us tryin' to be strong
i've got somewhere else to be
promises to keep
someone else who loves me
and trusts me fast asleep
i've made up my mind
there's no turning back
she's been good to me
and she deserves better than that
it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
to look you in the eye
and tell you i don't love you
it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to lie
to show no emotion
when you start to cry
i can't let u see
what you mean to me when my hands are tied
and my hearts not free
we're not meant to be
it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
to turn around and walk away
pretending i don't love you
i know that we'll meet again
fate has a place and time
so you can get on with your life
i've got to be cruel to be kind
like Dr. Zhivago
all my love i'll be sending
and you'll never know
'cause there can be no happy ending
maybe another time, another day
as much as i want to i can't stay
i've made up my mind
there's no turning back
she's been good to beand she deserves better than that
Thursday, October 05, 2006
it's my bday, finally. but it aint joyful.
the disappointment is caused by someone singlehandedly.
but THANKYOU all who have wished me happybday:D and
Dongying: thanks for your present!(:
Clarissa: Im super touched by what you've done(X
what a way to spend my bday; take ehist and eng paper. i wna pass eng*cross my fingers. and ive still got to study for geog tmr.
went to pp's kfc w malan june and zhiwen. mrSamsonLam joined us shortly after that. we crapped so much!
PS dawn, im really sorry about that call, pls forgive me.
what a birthday...
I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave this love behind
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need
You can't be hanging on a string
While you make me cry
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could be for
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record
that's been skipping in m
y head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave this love behind
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need
You can't be hanging on a string
While you make me cry
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could be for
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record
that's been skipping in m
y head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
*sighs
Eh, i really am sorry. i didnt know you needed help w your emaths and you didnt say. sorry la, i'll make it up to you for paperII okay. and i'll get you a big big reward la.
Leann Rimes-How do I live without you
How do I,
Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I need....
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Good in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
How do I,
Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I need....
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Good in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
im utterly pissed. i woke up at 3AM to study for nothing! what i, or should i say majority of the people studied the wrong chapters! anw, amaths was okay. Haha, i think i'll probably have to start saving money to buy colinchou a reward for passing his amaths, thanks to the greatest teacher MSELAINEONG:D so unfair man, he should be the one rewarding me for teaching him la. *rolls eyes im super duper tired now, but i cant sleep. argh!
