3...2...1 now fall in my arms now

(I haven't been able to find the right heading or labels recently so pardon.)
Speaking of headings, my first draft wr is fucking screwed. It's so badly done that I can't even bear to look at the criticisms Ms Ng made.
Nevermind about that, today is a greaaaaaaaaat day bcos school ended at 12:45pm even though HGY wanted us to complete the gp compre during the 3periods which obviously (dang the v button on my laptop is cranky) most of us didn't stay to do BUT things took a turn for the worse cos I had to go back to school after lunch at singpost when I could walk home, for some stupid 10min cca booth talk &training. I felt so lethargic during training, actually it has happened for the past few trainings alr prolly bcos I don't have enough sleep &the fucking hot sun &its glaring shine + stupid weather is a killa. It's making me dread training which is not good bcos I'm suppose to strengthen my basics now (my left hand is totally handicapped). I keep haing (see see the v indeed has a problem) having thoughts of "I can study if I don't have to train", "aiya 3 people also cannot train much", it feels like I'm going for training bcos it's my responsibility &the fact that there's only the 3 of us left, it makes me more obliged to attend. I haven't been able to put in my utmost effort for training &it's making me look as if I don't give a damn which is totally not true bcos I want to show to jl that I am worthy of the appeal slot. I have to change my attitude &mindset; training is good ! &I have to stop having late nights cos it's making me lose focusa in school &training.. Second last bad news, my wei duo li ya chen lien en sprained her ankle ! = wakeboarding &yoga w/o her tmr ): it's gna be so different w/o her but I hope she recovers soon &in time for her tournament next week. Last bad news, I cannot play friday's friendly bcos of stupid connect! Dang if not for its rewarding cip hours &something to write for t3a (shucks will Vic be able to go for connect?!)
Okay enough worrying I've got to worry about my econs essay now. It's due tmr before 8am !
I H8 WRITING ESSAYS ):
[edit] I had 2 wonderful encounters w/ my ec today :D but I still h8 monopolistic competition &oligopoly why can't oli go jc argh [/edit]