My my, I thought I got over the crying shit but Xiaohei got me started all over again. I didn't realise how much I missed Chung Cheng; of course, not the school management etc, but all the people and memories I've had there. &It feels so weird w/o everyone that I usually seek solace from.
No doubt, VJ is indeed a fun place to be in, but I barely know anyone &it feels as though I'm on my own-lost, helpless. It felt so good when I saw Huisan today at the mass dance over at Suntec. I miss the whole bunch of crazy girls so so so so much.
Orientation was alright I guess but the people were like crazy high! I do love the VJ people but not as much as ALL of my friends in Chung Cheng. I felt a wave of comfort surging through me when the ChungCheng-ers ran tgr around the Fountain of Wealth before stopping to cheer. but I felt really bad for not knowing my Chung Cheng cheers well enough.
No words can actually express how miserable I'm feeling inside me now, how much I miss Chung Cheng, &how badly I want to travel back in time. I wish, I wish...
Labels: if only I could turn back time.
