3...2...1 now fall in my arms now

I'm at a lost now; I dont know if I should AIM to go to jc or poly sigh I'm afraid that I wont be able to cope in jc &I'm afraid I'm unable to make up my mind on what to wear when I'm in poly(just joking). Besides, my mom is narrowing my jc choices to like only 2jcs, so it's either tjc or vjc. I'm really afraid that I wont be able to cope accademically in these two schools, HOWEVER, if I dont go to a jc, how am I gng to realise my dream? gosh, I'm in such a dilemma now!
I HATE school life currently. I think it's freaaaaaaaaaakinnnnnnnnn' retarded to go to school so freaaaaaaaakinnnnnnn' early in the damn morning! No, no tht's not the point. I think it's !@#$%^&*() a waste of time for school to end at 4smthg on Mondays. In short, I hate LCL. I hope he gets knocked down by a car tmr or get killed by a falling tree*screams
Went out w my dear cousin to study this morning. I'm soooooooo proud of myself! I completed 3history essays!*jaw drops then we went over to c!tylink to do some window/shopping. Hooray, I love my cousin:D:D I'm getting my NUM sandals soon TSK

Ong Elaine is currently saving money SO please dont jio her shopping cause she can never resist the temptation of buying stuff tht she sees &fall in love immediately which she always has no use for!
I'm super in the mood to blog &I dont know why, BUT my thigh hurts like mad!:/