3...2...1 now fall in my arms now

Hooray, I screwed up my own chance of getting into Vjc. /wtheck
Just like what Jiaxin said, "my heart is bleeding".
For some reason, my shots didnt go in today. Let me blame it on the board, on the ball &on my own luck. But truth is(kim says), I did not J.U.M.P
!#$%^&;*()!#$%^&*()!#$%^&*()!#$%^&*()!#$%^&*()!#$%^&
I totally disgraced myself &jl.
But I'm gna be a brave girl despite the fact tht I cried at Vjc(so useless right). I swear I'm gna work hard for my prelims &Os to get into Vjc by merit, I SWEAR.
&&I'm gna hardcore basketball eoy!
Now, I'm DAMN tired &I really mean tired &&I'm seriously burnt! how nice:/