3...2...1 now fall in my arms now

Okay, I think I have some illness or whatsoever cause I have ths super weird feeling. It feels as if I'm swaying, as if I'm on some boat &it's quite horrid. I cant seem to look at something for long cause I'll feel dizzy &it's hurts my eyes. Gosh, can someone help me?

Went out w my mom yesterday &I realised it has been a long time since I had a heart-to-heart talk w her. I didnt know how much heardship my mom had &is still gng through until she kindof 'confessed' to me yesterday. To think I've been such an ungrateful brat, so not understanding, unreasonable, demanding &whatever you name it.
I love my mom.
I promise to do my bestest of best to be a really really good girl, I swear ahem~

Olevels is in less than 4months time, &I am super unprepared for it. I think I can go knock my head against some wall &die lah, what more talk about going to JC, entering university w my cousins or even furthering my studies overseas.

(I'm having a gruelling time just typing this post)

I thought I had lots of things to post about but I can't seem to recall anything:/
so, till then~

ALL THE BEST TO U18 FOR THE MATCH TODAY(LATER)!