shit, I cant recall a single thing I've thought to blog about just now.
I think I've disappointed coach through and through. this is my worse season so far even though we've gone further than any other seasons. like what he says, I havent been performing up to standard like how I usually play in school. and now it's all over, I'm regretting like
I blew my chance, my one and only chance w all the stupid and I mean really stupid mistakes I commited. I caused the team. and I'm thankful to God for giving me such wonderful team mates who cover up for my mistakes again and again.
we ended our last game w alot of regrets- like what coach says, talk is cheap. exactly, I use my mouth more than anything. I only know how to talk. I sat on tht damn bench so many times watching my team mates struggle out thr. I felt so helpless and I kept telling myself no more fouling out the nxt time, but I still did. I disappointed so many people who believed in me.
this much regrets makes me all the more 不甘愿 but what to do, it's all over.
I feel like thr's a million stones pressing down on my heart, I feel suffocated. I dont want this to end but it has.
whoa, I talked to him:D
