3...2...1 now fall in my arms now

Yay, I've officially screwed up both my practicals.
I hate Cambridge for asking retarded physics questions, I hate the chemical that wont react faster, I hate myself for being so muddleheaded, I hate Os lah.
Okay, I've been practically slacking since the last day of Prelims &I dont feel the pressure despite the fact that Os have already started just that the written papers are next next week. I dont know how I'm going to sit for the exams z Yuck, my mom &sis are probably in China now shopping while I'm here struggling with my studies. Life is so unfair I swear.
I'm trying really hard to convince myself to start hardcore M.U.G.G.I.N.G but seems like there's too much distractions around me. I miss those pre-prelim days where I could sit down anywhere, anytime, take out any book &read. I felt the stress then but why dont I feel it now when Os are actually so damn more important than any fucking prelims. Ah, screw it, screw myself.
I'm still thinking if I should give up my combined humanities &not sit for the paper (a VR looks ALOT prettier than a F9) both subjects are too much for me to handle, furthermore, I can spend the time studying for these 2subjects to study my other humanities (Geography) &make sure I ace it! I guess I'll have to wait till my mom comes back from China to discuss with her.
Alright, I shall try to study now. Adios! (Mug hard, everyone!)